Stanislaus River, New Melones Dam, California
Every day we offer the river to our comfort
a sacrifice banal as a bathroom faucet,
I turn on the light, brush my teeth,
and spit salmon bones into the basin
They want you to call this body a lake
but a lake is a living thing, and this
is a dam to stop,
to obstruct
One day, drought came
to unbury the river’s corpse
where sand condemned to silt,
sucked at roots of leafless trees
Cold breathless waters once blue
or green, or clear, now stain
cathedral walls the colour of mud,
the limestone battlefield littered with rot
A bald eagle keeps watch
at the mouth of Rose Creek
waiting for it to swell with prey.
How long would it take?
How long would it take for this body to rise?
One day, rain and snow came
and dams broke drought at their brims,
the collection plate for our needy mouths
heavy with water blossoming wealth
By spring orange trees are circled by glut
rotting around their feet
because what do we need
with all that fruit?
We made the desert bloom again
and that is all we ever wanted
—Sarah Vardaro
The Way We Water
SARAH VARDARO is an Australian poet who found a new home among the oaks, pines, and rushing rivers of California. Her poems are grounded in the land and humankind's place among the beings with whom we share this world.